Marriage is mirage

"You and I are different" picture by jeyminems of deviantart.com

 

Marriage is the most awaited moment,

many people switch to fast forward for that particular moment.

Marriage is the proof of love between two people,

no matter how they look, crossed eyes or full of pimples.

Love does make the world go round,

and love certainly heals all wounds.

But I, I do not feel happy for this so called marriage,

to me marriage is a mirage.

I'm too scared for that moment to come,

I'm too chicken to be called a husband or a father.

To be honest, I can't even afford my life,

so what will I give to my future wife?

It is difficult, so difficult to maintain another life besides my own,

I better of living alone.

If Allah wills, I wanna be a bachelor all my life.

If you wanna say I'm a coward young man, then so be it!

I am coward!

For my future wife, I do not know when will I be ready,

do you think you can still wait for me?

The battle to heaven

 

Look at the picture, what do you see?
If you see only twigs that you’re not looking properly!

I see twigs yes but I can see so much more!
I see a ‘battle to heaven’ and what I’m looking for!

If twigs are strong and lively,
will dead leaves grow sadly?

When the twigs are dry,
the leaves clinging onto it cannot cry.

They are crying alright,
but crying without tears all day and night.

Dry waterless as the dead twig,
useless like people who talk big.

I don’t want my life to be in drought!
Because my heart will be in doubt!

I want my life to be full of watery full of water,
Water is a source of life for me to treasure.

This is the battle to heaven!
We do not want our life to be rotten!

If I am before Allah, rotten!
I do not know whether I will win this battle to heaven!

But when I try my best to attain His Rahmah!

I will enter Jannah!

“One day your life will flash before your eyes, make sure it’s worth watching”,
I will, because on that day, I will enter heaven!

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I am waiting for you...

"I'm waiting for you"

Picture by  LittlePrince83 of flickr.com

I waited for that person to come…I waited for that person to knock my door…I waited and waited endlessly…

Countless hours passed but still no sign…

No one came, no footsteps were heard… 

Quiet and silent… 

“When will that time come? When will that person come?” I asked myself… 

I'm still waiting...for you...

A moment for me to ponder… A moment for you to remember…

"From me to you"

picture by Suhaib Alrumy, EOS 500d Canon

Just finished the program of 

HIJRAH MENARA GADING (HiMEGA 11)

International Islamic University Malaysia,

KAED Main Auditorium,

22 - 24 April 2011.

A poem dedicated for you guys,

I give you;

"A moment for me to ponder… A moment for you to remember…"

 Dear my lil bro’s and sis’s of HiMEGA 2011,

It is a pleasure for us to have you guys as our guests of honor.
You guys are a special gift for us, very very special indeed.
It has been a long time since… I have been waiting; we have been waiting will all our heart…
 

But now the time is with us. Three days of togetherness is our start…
From this day onwards, we will be one till we are apart…
This is it the moment for us to care… This is the moment for us to share…
This is the moment for us to hug and kiss… This is the moment for us to love and exchange gifts…

Dear my lil bro’s and sis’s of HiMEGA 2011,

Bringing Islam back to this world is our vision…
so being an ‘Alim Mujahid is our mission…
 

Let us stand strong shall we?
Who says the dump cannot see?  

Who claims the deaf cannot hear? 

Let us stand up! Stand strong! And stand tall!
Let us stand even though standing is hard…

There is not a moment to lose…
Victory is what we must choose…
We are the cure of our sick ones…
We are the strength of our weak ones…

Dear my lil bro’s and sis’s of HiMEGA 2011,

You know, if I am given the chance to freeze time,
I want that moment to be our special moment together…
A moment for me to ponder… A moment for you to remember…

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Bring that Peace, Break the siege!

"Dove..."
picture by Cappy0161 of flickr.com

I don’t feel like writing long posts,
I just wanna chill.

Here’s a poem dedicated to all the Muslims,
enjoy yeah!

“Bring that Peace, Break the siege!”

We have been silent for so long,
we have been quite for all these years.

We are imprisoned in our own home,
we are trapped in our own dome.

Don’t you feel that this is the time to stand up!
Don’t you feel that this is the time to wake up!

They took our land,
they killed our brothers,
they rapped our sisters,
they put bullets in the heads of our young ones.

Yes brothers! Yes sisters!
It is time.

But first we must ask ourselves.

Are we ready to stand up!
Are we ready to fight this systematic genocide!

Let us fight, hand in hand, back to back, against this terrorism,
against these terrorists.

But how can we free the holy land?
Never keep silent before the holy land is freed.

Free Free Palestine, Free Free Palestine

Bring that Peace, Break the Siege!

Palestine, remains in my heart,
forever….

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I will never stand down!

"Stand Tall" by Picture ~Dshark of deviantart.com

Asslamualaykum!

Although my exams have finished last Saturday, but I'm actually bloody busy right now with two consecutive programs that are:

1. Hijrah Menara Gading 2011 (HiMEGA 11) that is on 22 - 24 April 2011, KAED Main Auditorium, IIUM
2. International Seminar on Peace and Humanitarian Aid for Gaza 2011, on 23 April 2011, at Cultural Activity Centre, IIUM (I'll become the MC for this program... hee)

Wow! This is my first experience in an international program! Masha Allah!

So I wanted to share with you guys a short poem I wrote this morning;

Even if you knock me down,
even if you take over my crown,
even though you cut all my hands and feet,
even though you take my ability to see and speak,
I will never, ever stand down!

I'm actually trying my best not to feel down. Well I do feel spiritually weak sometimes.

Please, I really need your dua'.

May Allah love you guys!

Cheers!

Hang in there!

"When you're hurt I'm hurt as well" Picture of Hilal 

Hang in there!

 

By: Ameen Misran

 *A post dedicated to Hilal Asyraf
But for all of us to share along...

I’m sorry to hear that you’re ill,
I’m sorry because I just stood still,
I’m sorry because I didn’t do anything,
I just watched from far that you’re suffering.

This time distance really plays its part,
across the Indian Ocean we are apart,
you may not be in my sight,
but you are always in my heart.

What is most important is to stay strong,
cope with the hard times that seems so long,
the world may seem black for you,
but the other side of the sun is still shining for you,
difficulties arise in the lives of us all,
Stand firm and do not make that fall!

You’ve touched many of peoples heart,
you’ve made them from total ignorance to making a start,
in the times like this, it takes a strong person,
but I know, you are that strong person!

Love Gone Wrong

Love Gone Wrong
By: Ameen Misran

When love comes out of the blue…
It always seems to be true...
But when you need that love to come through...

It will abandon you…
That Love will blind you...
No one can find you…

You’ll be ignored by friends...[1]
And break what were to be long lasting mends...
Maybe until your life ends!!!

The Sky is crying, are you?

"Tears and Cries..." Ameen Misran
Picture by Masterpiecestudios a.k.a my big bro

The Sky is crying, are you? 

By Ameen Misran

*This is my poem inspired by Harga Hujan itu by Hilal Asyraf and Signs by Boona Mohammed.

As I gaze towards the sky,
it makes me wonder why,
why is the sky turning cloudy?
Is the sky feeling gloomy?

“Oh, it is raining outside” says my little heart,
“Again?” As the rain starts to depart,
trillions of tiny droplets of water,
dashing through the atmosphere,
colliding fiercely onto the terrain,
making typical sounds of the rain.

It has been raining for days,
“Why it has to rain?” my heart says,

The Untold Birth...

 "Your heart is DARK, you'll strive your life to make it WHITE again"

Picture by ~henriquefrazao of deviantart.com

The Untold Birth  by Muhaimin Misran

Do you still remember the moment you entered this world?

Do you still remember that it was warm before suddenly turning cold?

Everybody waited for your arrival,

Everybody hoped for your survival.

You lived, you survived,

Your cries had your exhausted mother, revived,

You were tucked tight in a clean white cloth,

No more coldness, only warmth.

Your father whispered something in your ear,

You understood nothing although it was crystal clear,

Beautiful and inspiring words you heard,

Though later on, these words are going to sound absurd.

What have you fulfilled your life with?

What have you coloured your heart with?

Do you think you’re sinless?

Is that why you transgress on purpose?

You filled your life with sins,

You broke the law with defiant grins?

Sure you’re proud of your offence,

But when you’re before Him, can you put up a defense?

Remember back on how you started,

You started with nothing saved a white heart,

“Every child is born upon the natural disposition”,* 

You were as clean as the blue ocean,

Did you know? 

The pain that your mother had to undergo?

Did you have any idea?

The extent of the pain? How severe was Severe?

But your mother didn’t care,

No matter what the pain was, she did bear,

Because nothing was a burden,

When it comes to you, her gift from the Heavens.

So return your position back to the start,
Return to the person who held the white heart.

Never let the Darkness control your heart,

Let the Light shine in, go back to the start. 

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*  كل مولود يولد على الفطرة   A quote from hadith Rasulullah s.a.w Riwayat Tirmizi

I HATE EXAMS!!

I'm not in the mood for anything, everything seems not right.... Because of my final examination is around the corner, and i have loads of unfinished assignments to do. But i don't know why I'm so lazy to do all these. This is the result of my blurriness and boredom.

I HATE EXAMS!!!

by: ~dae_meen~

Oh no! It’s that time of the year again,
when all the pressure is here in my head,
my stomach’s all wobbly, my eyes are in pain,
I’d rather much stay tuck in bed!!

Flashing back to the past exams and tests,
I nearly failed in all of them!!
Do you think that this is the best?
I was half dead answering but the result was all the same!!!

Before my eyes I see the points I miss,
flying away to unknown spaces.
I was also an inch away from a passionate kiss,
but I blew it, like I did with many other cases.

My brain is not thinking clear,
although my intentions are sincere.
My skills, knowledge and my cool,
went mute like a clueless fool.

My nerves are getting on my nerves,
anxiety is dominating my life,
Sweating profoundly, I'm soaking wet.
My vision fades to black.

Always shaking at the most important test,
at my final exams, my mind was stressed.
My heart storms with great force in my chest.
The terrorist called tension leaves me depressed.

I tried to set my intentions clear,
only for ALLAH my purpose is sincere,
but HIS assessments are very intense,
I do not know whether I can put up a good defense.  

Will it ever cease,
spreading like a disease?
Will I ever be in peace?
Give me an answer, please.

Liars Who Say “Time Is Life”

Liars Who Say “Time Is Life”  by Muhaimin Misran

I’m sick, deadly sick,

why am I sick?

Because I’m surrounded with people who stink.

Do they stench like a skunk?

No. Worse than that,

they are merely a pile of junk.

Why do I detest people around me?

Because their words make me unhappy,

sad, and in the same time angry.

I hate the words they speak,

actions they make,

all about them are totally fake!

They like to say “Time is life” continuously,

sweet to hear as if they are taking their words seriously,

but in their actions say “Time is a lie” intentionally.

As a result “Time is life” I hate to hear,

to those who say this don’t come near,

or I’m gonna smack you right on the ear. 

What is wrong with this quotation?

I know that Imam Hassan Al-Banna said this citation,

so why do I hate so much without any hesitation?

Because the people who say this are LIARS,

LIARS who act as if they are pious,

but they are imposters who work righteous.

Imam HAB is not a liar to begin with,

he is a great man and not living in a myth,

not like other people who misused time as a gift.

Do not mess with time,

when you say something, do it in time,

make yourself rhyme with the rhythm of time.

Make sure that you are not a liar,

if you are, ALLAH will make you suffer,

and grievously HIS punishment is bitter.